tanga sa "love"?

a special friend sent me this message almost a month ago. i'm not particularly sure if she meant something with this. whatever it is, i mean well for her that i feigned ignorance.

TANGA /ta-'ngah/ (noun): 1. taong ayaw magka-boyfriend pero nagrereklamong single; 2. lalakeng mahilig mambabae tapos nagugulat pa everytime ayaw pagtiwalaan ng mga babae; 3. ex mong iniwan ka for some reason then biglang magpaparamdam ulit after jurassic years; 4. taong pilit na naghihintay sa taong wala namang balak dumating; 5. babaeng ilang beses na naloko sa pare-parehong dahilan pero di matuto-tuto; 6. magjowang araw-araw nag-aaway pero di daw sila maghihiwalay.

"hmm... alin ka sa mga tanga na yun?"

"ah wala dun... eh tanga din ba ang taong naiinggit at nagrereklamong walang boyfriend, pero puro trabaho at trabaho na lang ang inaatupag?"

"..."

"yung taong naghihintay ng boyfriend pero lahat na lang ng nakikilala eh pinag-iisipang bakla o may tendency maging bakla?"

"..."

"ah basta ako aminadong guilty sa number one at number four."

"wala pa naman akong balak magka-boyfriend eh. masaya pa naman akong single."

"o siya, siya, di ka na tanga."

something to lighten my mood

I have been watching Michael V’s Hindi Ako Bakla MV for gazillion times now. And it never fails to make me laugh. (I want to post the MV but I don’t know how and I don’t have the time to know how to do it, next time na lang. Watch nyo na lang po sa You Tube.)

When I first saw this music video I was dumb struck. It was simply amazing. Michael V was incredible, truly very talented and the ultimate performer. He looks very cute and very convincing in all the scenes.

I don't know why I feel like writing a post of this MV today. Maybe it goes with my chosen lighthearted mode for my current days, I guess. See, I want to stop feeling perpetually defeated and gloomy and sad and unhappy. I want to be happy. This song makes me happy. And I hope it strikes a chord or two in you as well.

(What a blast. Ehehehehe.)

happiness

happiness is 10% luck and 90% decision. it's incredibly easy to be happy if you know exactly what you want out of life.

what do i want from life? i don't know =( i just want to do nothing, i just want to sleep and be happy. is that too difficult to do and complicated to understand?

welcome distraction

I was tired, I was frustrated, I was disappointed, I was near rebellion --- I was totally near despair and depression. And come Lucy’s invitation to have a Friday night out at Eastwood/Greenbelt. Without hesitation and without having second thoughts I gladly accepted it. To heck with the enormous amount of work and to bosses who do not like me. I need the distraction or else sa kakungan na ang bagsak ko.

A Friday dinner/night-out with Dawnie, Ati Lucille and Goddess Flor


I missed these girls! Ati Luci was my dear roommate during the
CPA Board Exam Review at ICLH. Flor was and is the ultimate BFF =)

I had a great time with Lucy, Flor and Dawnie. And all my pending work is well, just pending…

Oh, how I badly want to quit. It’s toxic and I can no longer understand why I have to go through all this sufferings and deprivation.

After this post I'm back to normal work...and I am sad again =(